Year 2014, i have passed seven months by the grace of God...
It is not easier than 2013...
At the end of last year, i was very very under a lot of pressures when i imagined the new year ahead...whereas many hard things had to be faced before leaving 2013...
Finally, i found new strength when i was in Surabaya... I came to church to celebrate old and new with my friends... The sermon strengthened me so much and God spoke to me so clearly about 2014... He said that i had to keep walking no matter what... "Just keep walking on, Vi!", His voice was so gentle and comforted my heart...
I didn't know how i should response that voice... even crying nor laughing, i couldn't do it... I just wrote all things that i felt and what He said to me...
Day by day... Week by week... Month by month... even it's up then down, i tried to fight all the feeling and thoughts... i tried to find new strength...
One thing that i know, i couldn't get any recharge from people around me... I just can have my recharge from The One and Only my God...
Seeking Him in a quiet could give me new power and strength...
Are the problems getting away from me?
NO!!!
They're even added in my life...but the difference is how i face them...
Does the future (God's plans) become more clearly?
IT IS NOT!!!
It's too complicated to say...but i believe that He is always with me to accompany me facing all the "giants"....
He is with us... ^_^
~novitz~
