Mengembara Di Tengah Badai...

Waktu bergulir...

Entah kapan mencapai hilir...

Surya bersinar, terik tanpa tabir...

Membakar asa, mengasah pikir...

Musim berganti, banyak yang t'lah dilewati...

Hujan dan badai tetap kuterjang...

Keinginan hati mencari tempat tuk berhenti...

Tetapi kaki tak boleh berhenti karena perjalanan yang masih panjang...

Pedih...

Lelah...

Tak berdaya...

Semua itu telah kurasa...

Bosan...

Enggan...

Amarah...

Semua harus kulawan...

Berlomba dengan waktu dan perjalanan yang panjang...

Tanpa mengerti kapan akan selesai aku berlari...

Susah...

Senang...

Sakit...

Bahagia...

Semua kulewati...

Demi mencapai titik waktu kan berhenti...

Mencari dan terus mencari...

Menggali harta terpendam dan tersembunyi...

Tak kenal waktu maupun musim...

Panas terik hingga badai yang mencekam...

Selama nafas masih berhembus...

Dan jantung masih diijinkan untuk berdetak...

Asa di dalam dada tak boleh pupus...

Semangat hidup terus bangkit dan bergerak...

~novitz~

Love is...

Love isn't just a feeling...

Love is an action to prove...

Love isn't just a word...

Love is like a medicine to heal...

~novitz~

Today's Miracle...

Yesterday, I was instructed to do something by my leader... I had to buy AU$ at money changer and then deposit it to an account in Australia through one bank of Aus which is existing in Indonesia... Actually, I just trusted my leader and bought the dollars.... But after the dollars was on my hand, I called one branch of that bank and they said that I couldn't do the deposit transaction. Why? They said that the bank in Indonesia isn't online to the bank in Aus... I didn't believe it directly... I did checking to the head office of that bank... and the answer was the same...

After hearing that news, I thought what I should do then... I counted how much money I should pay for the loss of selling the dollars again... Because I just only have one way out for that transaction.... Sell it and buy again through a bank in Indonesia... 

This morning I came to my office then gave a briefing to my co-worker to do the transaction... I decided to take the loss as my responsibility.... Yesterday, the rate of buying was Rp10.100 for AU$ 1 and the selling rate was Rp10.070... But this morning I checked the rate and it's been growing up to Rp10.100...

I thought that the rate was just for a while and I still should prepare for the loss...

But a miracle happened...My co-worker who went to do that transaction told me that today's rate was the same as buying rate we did yesterday... I was feeling happy for that...it means I don't get losing...

The ultimate feeling amazed was after my co-worker came back to the office... Once more I checked the rate... You know what?! It's been down again... It was Rp10.090... WOOWW!!!

It's like someone speaking to my mind... "Isn't it so amazing???" 

I thought that it was because of God... He held the rate on Rp10.100 until the transaction finished then it's going down again...

I shared the story to my leader... He said that God knows what we need... hahaha...

That's my story for today... 

He proves me that He loves and be with me always...

Thank you Father God... ^_^

~novitz~

He is always with me...

And the LORD shall guide thee continually, 

and satisfy thy soul in drought, 

and make fat thy bones: 

and thou shalt be like a watered garden, 

and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not.

Last month, when I read the Bible in Isaiah 58:11, I realized something that I've always been asking in the deepest of my heart...  The question is about my prophetic vision about myself... I always see myself as a little girl that walks on a long path with one of her hand held by someone... He is Jesus of course, who holds my hand and guides me walking along the path...

Even though I walk through the desert, He's always with me and provides everything I need...

I've never seen He leaves me alone...

I've never had bad things whenever I walk through the dark valleys...

He protects and keeps me safe in His presence of love...

Even though He allows me to have a big difficulty or obstacle...and it makes me falling down... He never leaves me... He pulls me up and makes me walk again...

How great is my God...

How great You are, Jesus...

I am proud to be Your daughter... ^_^

~novitz~

Let Love Fly Away...

 

 

We can't hold and keep the Love in our hands...

Sometimes we have to let it go and fly away from us...

But the memory...

Sweet memories can stand still in our hearts...

Even though that love belongs to other...

~novitz~

A Journey is...

A journey of life

isn't begun by a birth...

It starts from consciousness

to face the life given...

Love...

Hope...

Faith...

are the keys to be strong

to win every storm...

~novitz~

Thanks God...

I want to thank God for everything He has done in my life so that I might be like this right now. I do not know what would I be if I am not in His purpose. He has done great things in my life, especially about my future.
Entering this year is a little bit terrifying for me, but I just surrender to God for every single step that I'll take in this year 2016.
I believe that God is with me as He has ever said to me. His hands are upon me... His right hand always holds my hand and guide me to walk in the new path every day.
This is the promise that He has given for me for years.

I know there are many new challenges waiting after me and I will walk with Him through this year because I know that I am nothing without Him.

~novitz~