Tuesday, November 30, 2010

...new energy...

Finding out my name, my pics, my articles on the google's searching made me enthusiastic to keep writing... Actually it isn't easy for me to spend my time to write directly if I get a new idea... I always need a break time to think about what I would write... Many reasons why...

A few days ago, I realized that I've been writing on this blog for 1 year... I found that I was still a new one in blogging world... I found that I was nothing than many people who had been done it...
But, the other side of my thoughts... I was surprised to find new comment from my friend...though she isn't a close friend for me, and we've just known each other for several months... she said a statement on my birthday... she said thanks to me that my blog had been a blessing for her life...and she copied some statements that she found on my blog which had been a blessing for her.

You know, it's like a streaming water flowing on my body and energized my heart and my life to be enthusiastic again.
A few days ago, when I was at cell group meeting, some of my cell mates prayed and gave some confirmation for me which very very strengthened me...
I have to break all the things which have been obstacles in my life. Though I don't know what they are, I'll keep moving on His track.
I know it's not easy for me... many kind of thoughts sometimes come to my mind... critical thoughts and deep thoughts about something happened (people, circumstances, etc.)... they can distract me sometimes... ^^
But I always try to keep my mind healthy... think what is good, right, nice to hear, etc...

So, it's the same thing I do to keep my energy in writing... I always try to think and dream what my articles would become a great blessing for many peoples.
I pray that every story of my life, every thought of mine which I write would be annointed by God and bless many peoples not just my friends around me, but many peoples from many nations... ^^

It's my dream... ^^
Would it be???
I believe I can do it with Him through my journeys of life.




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Sunday, November 7, 2010

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

You Are All I Need


All I need is You...
All I need is You, Lord... is You, Lord...
All I need is You...
All I need is You, Lord... is You, Lord...


Suddenly this song came to my heart and my mind.... not just once or twice... many times my heart sang this song... just this verse only... felt like nothing that I wanted... nothing that I hoped... except HIM...

Felt tired... not strong enough... just needed to be silent...
Tired to see everything around me...
Tired to see many peoples whom I couldn't understand why they were like this or like that...
Tired to hear... hearing many things which could pollute my mind... my heart...
Tired to filter it...

Felt like wanted to go to somewhere...
Somewhere which could refresh me...
Be able to meet peoples who could strengthen me... not break me...
Where there's no more politics...
Where there's no more intrigues...

but...
Where I could find it ???
Thinking... and thinking...
Seeking.... and seeking...
then...
I found it !!!!!

THERE'S NO PLACE !!!!

No place and No one in this world...
who could satisfy and fill the empty space in my life...
No one could refresh me for long time...
No one who always there for me 24 hours...

but...
There's Someone Left...
Someone Whom sometimes being forgotten...
Someone Who always watching out for us...
He is...
JESUS !!!

HE's all that I need...
The Place where...
I can run to...
I can cry out to...
I can rely on...
Someone Who can refresh me everytime I need... ^^

You are all I need, Lord...
You are all I need...



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Monday, November 1, 2010

--All I Need--



When the day is done
And there's no one else around
While I'm lying here in bed
You're in my heart, You're in my head
You're all I need, You're all I need

There are a million voices
Calling out my name
But You're the One I want to hear
So make the others disappear

You are all I need when I'm surrounded
You are all I need if I'm by myself
You fill me when I'm empty
There is nothing else
You're all I need

When the morning comes
And Your mercy is renewed
There's a fire in my bones
I'm not afraid to go alone
You're all I need
You're all I need

The sun on my face
I hear You whisper loud
You're still the God that opens seas
Every flower, even me
You're all I need
You're all I need

I'm drawn to everything that You do
Nothing compares with You



-Bethany Dillon-




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