somewhere i will be...

Somewhere I will be...

the place where I'm still waiting for curiously...

if it is the place I wanna be...

or the place that I would hate to be...

Somewhere I will be...

it is still a mystery...

with all the things I hope to be...

but I'm sure it wouldn't be full of misery...

Somewhere I will be...

I have to pass with a long journey...

though I know it is not easy...

I believe I can reach by His grace and mercy...

***

-novitz-

my 2011 b'day.. ^^

i've just had time to post it...

it's been late actually...

but...

it's just passed for a few days...

hehehe...^^

22.11.11... the time that not only i have been waiting for...but also i wanna avoid... why? because of the number of my age... hahahaha... now i have been 30... and i feel that i am getting older, whereas i still feel that i am just young woman and many young people are around me... hahahaha... ^^

on this birthday, i thank God for the 30 years that have been passed with many of His grace and mercy... i think that i am still not mature in some areas... especially in emotional control... i have to learn and learn everyday... beside that, sometimes, i still can't express what i feel and think... sometimes, i am afraid that my words could hurt people... but actually, i have to say what i think and feel... of course, i have to think and arrange how i should say and express word by word...

in the morning of Nov 22, God reminded me about Proverbs 22:6 - "Teach a child how he should live, and he will remember it all his life." -- when i reviewed my life, how i was amazed by His great work... i could know Him since i was at primary school... i was taught by my aunt to read the Bible and pray everyday... i went to Sunday School every week... unconsciously, i was taught in His ways and truth, so i may become who i am right now...

oh yes... in that morning i also made a journal of my life by dividing the 30 years into 6 parts... i will tell it later about each part of it. this year, i got some surprises... one leader gave me a prophetic words via Facebook... she said, "Keep soaring on wings like an eagle, flying high as an eagle of God who will conquer the storm and will have wide insight." -- and she wrote it again in a birthday card that she gave with a gift... it's surprise gift, because one day before, i thought about it... About the message, actually, i got almost the same message last month...

 gift from a leader

i have two more gifts... one of them is mysterious one, because until now, i don't know who has given it to me... and the last is from my friends in finance dept.

i like all the gifts...

they comfort my heart... hahahaha...

waiting for the next surprises... :p

lovely birthday...

and now...

i wanna say...

Welcome to 30, Vi... ^^

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Mountain of God

Thought that I was all alone
Broken and afraid
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me

And I didn't even know
That I had lost my way
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me

'Til You opened up my eyes
I never knew
That I couldn't ever make it
Without You

Even though the journey's long
And I know the road is hard
Well, the One who's gone before me
He will help me carry on
After all that I've been through
Now I realize the truth
That I must go through the valley
To stand upon the mountain of God

As I travel on the road
That You have lead me down
You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me
I have need for nothing more
Oh, now that I have found
That You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me

I confess from time to time
I lose my way
But You are always there
To bring me back again

Sometimes I think of where it is I've come from
And the things I've left behind
But of all I've had, what I possessed
Nothing can quite compare
With what's in front of me
With what's in front of me

-- Third Day -- 

my new classmates... ^^

On my last post about classmates... i said that i want to upload my photo of new classmates... and these are the pics...

This is a pic of my some friends... most of them are High School students... except Celin and Erina...

And this is a pic of the Three Musketeer of my class... i call them like that because they always sit together in a row every classmeeting... hahaha... They are from the same High School... and they are very funny... I love to have them in my class.

I very love my new class... it's very interesting class... Not only the classmates, but also the teacher. These days, we have more interaction each other and with the teacher also. The new teacher teaches more detail than the previous teacher.

Last Saturday, we had our first periodical test. I was rather nervous... but I could do all the questions eventhough I couldn't have good concentration in listening... because i couldn't sleep well before the test... But i think my score will be good score... hahaha... ^^

Next week i can't join the class... because i have to go to Tasikmalaya (a city in West Java...about 6 or 7 hours from Jakarta). My cousin will get married in that city... so all my family will go there. I'll share it later... ^^

Ok friends... here is my story about my new classmates...

I will try to update later if there is another story...

God's with u all... ^^

***

11 - 11

it has been November... 

the times run fastly... 

November...

the month that i have been waiting for...

but also that i don't want fastly to come...

November...

the month where i have to think more...

the month where i have to be more mature...

November for Novita...

November for my family...

Historical month for me and family...

And this year...

the history is added once more...

Nov 20 for my cousin's wedding day...

Waiting for that day...

Waiting for a new miracle for this month...

I don't know what will be happened...

but I feel something will be...

11 - 11

Great numbers...

11 - 11

November for Novita...

hahaha... ^^

*novitz*

my English class

 

I've been learning again... English Class at LIA since Oct 8... Woow... it's an exciting moment that i've waited... It is every Saturday morning at 07.00-11.00...

I have to push my self to wake up earlier... hehehehe... and it has been 3 weeks passed... yippy!!! Learning in the morning is very fresh... I remember how i had to do it a long long years ago... ^^

I was surprised because I am the oldest in this class after the teacher... hahaha... most of my classmates are still Senior High School students... I love to be there with them, even though it wasn't effective class... because too many students in it. But since last Saturday, I was moved to another new class, and met some people from the same class as me.

I love the new class... because the teacher is more creative than before... she teaches more detail, too... Beside that, the new classmates... they are very funny...

The picture above is the situation about my old class... I haven't taken any picture of my new class. I will take it later... ^^

Let's learning.. learning.. and learning..!!!

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LOVE is To GIVE

It is very easy to say... but hard to do...

but... It has to be done...

I still do not know why does it happen again in my life? This is my second time in life to feel this feeling. LOVE is To Give. 

A few years ago... it happened in me... it was not ended in a short time... it needed more than a year i think... to release and to forget. Maybe it is too opened to tell it in here... but, it is such a story of my life...where i had to learn something about sacrifice.

Love is To Give the Best for others...

Love is To Let someone becomes happy, even though it is hard for us to let it be...

Love is not always to belong to someone for the rest of our lives...

Love is To Let people go and reach what they dream about...

Love is To Release, even though we want to hold it...

This morning... i realize about this lesson that i have to re-learn again... actually, since last year, i have learned about it... and i have done it... even i have no that feeling anymore to hold it... 

But this morning i realize that sometimes i try to pretend being strong to face everything... and even though my heart becomes cold, there's something hidden inside the ice-block of my heart.

I confessed to God what i feel and think... I have to be honest, though HE knows the truth in the deepest of my heart... it's painful... i feel like wanna be disappear, but i can't... One thing i know, i have to face my future, my dreams... many things are waiting for me... the better and the best.

After confessing, i feel free... God just wants me to believe Him... to trust Him about my future.... I remember what He told me at the end of last year... He said that i am a princess of the Kingdom... He has prepared the best things for my life... but there is a length of times i have to pass... it is called PROCESS.... ^__^

Thanks God for teaching me new thing about Love...

Love... whenever i receive, i may not hold it... i have to give... because everything in me is not mine, it is Yours. 

So friends, let's take it... and give it to people... ^^